My Story

I was 18 going on 19 when i found out i was pregnant. i had just finished college and looking forward to having my first job. when i was about two months pregnant i found out. i tried to deny it at first. but that's what happens when you have unprotected sex and thinking u r playing it safe. my boyfriend was there when we found out that i was pregnant. the little flickering heartbeat on the screen had just  brought it to reality. i was really nervous about telling my mother and i tried every scenario in my head about how id tell her. then my boyfriend called asking her if he could  marry me and she must have found it strange cus she came asking me if i was pregnant. a feeble nod of my head was the reply. i knew that  had disappointed her and every one around me. all my life i had heard about waiting until marriage and i thought i would have. *sigh*. after the initial shock i guess everybody came to terms with my pregnancy and cud hardly wait to see who was inside me. my boyfriend stuck by me throughout the pregnancy and i knew that he wud be a wonderful father.

then something TERRIBLE happened. i almost lost her for reasons id rather not say. but thankfully i did not. while pregnant all i prayed for was a healthy bouncy baby girl and that exactlty what i got. her first birthday is around the corner and i cant believe how time flies. i wouldn't trade her for the WORLD. =)

hopeliveson hopeliveson
18-21, F
Mar 1, 2010