My mom has finally made me break to the point that i thought death was the best thing ever. I need someone to help me come back up. Everyone in my life has let me and put me down. My best friends have all given up and my family just think its all a cry for attention. Some one out there has to be able to help me. I hope I can make it. Im trying to stay strong for my nieces but I cant think about living another day where double standards and harassment rule my life. Please if god isnt listening maybe one of you will. And no dont tell me to go see a therapist because I dont trust them and i never will talk to them.