People don't know how I feel. They don't know what it's like to be in a crowded room and still feel lonely. I feel like everyone eventually leaves, no one actually cares. That's the reason I started self-harming because I feel that empty loneliness inside and I can't help but breakdown sometimes. No one can understand me. It's like no one is out there that will help me with this pain of being lonely...they don't know how it feels. It's like you'll die alone. I've never been tested for depression so I can't say I actually have it but its been 3 years since I've felt this way. All I want is for someone to care, someone to love me no matter how messed up I am. I just want someone to care for me and not make me feel lonely anymore....that's all I want someone who cares. Is that so bad to ask for?