Draw Back Into My Sadness.

Its been 2 and a half years sense it started.When it did start i never really thought it was going to carry on like this.I thought it was just a phase and i would get passed it and live happy again.Every time i get "Depressed" i feel horrible. But when i finally start getting better i just go straight back to it. Its like this sad place that iam always in, has began to become a comfort place. Not a happy place in terms of me changing for the better but of me just being use to being this way.