It Doesnt Help

I have no one to guide me in the right direction...I have to learn from my siblings mistakes....but now I am realizing why they made the choices they did...I have a pretty good life...friends, education, clothes, food...but is it really all that good when you have no one that listens...I listen for my friends, my family, really anyone who needs to talk...but when will I have that one person who listens to me...ive tried talking but no one listens and ive come to the conclusion that it doesnt help...but I know it really does...so if anyone is willing to listen to my story...no matter how ridiculous it may seem...just know that I am here for you too...