Hey guys, Well im new to this. I just felt i needed help. For a month now ive been feeling really down. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel pain and i cnt take this anymore. There is so much in my head. I need to sort things out. Idk how to go about this. What i should do. I feel people are hurting me all around. My parents are divorced and recently ive really been regretting that. I feel so out of place from all of my friends. I feel secluded and excluded. I feel like everyone is out to get me sometimes. I feel everything and everyone i get close to i lose, i dont know what to do anymore. I dont wanna lose any more of my friends. Because i dont wanna lose any of my friends, Ive been real "clingy" (as told by someone i got into a fight with). I feel really down, i feel like im worthless, recently i have been having suicidal thoughts but i know i wont go through with any of it, cus i am scared of death. But im scared of becoming the same thing ive feared. "EMO". I do not wanna go down that path and i just wanna be the happy person i was a year ago. I miss my friends, i am atarting college and i dont wanna become helpless. I am naturally a strong person. I just need advice in what to do.