I Am a Teenage Lesbian
So if you've read "Brandi Brandi Brandi" or "my first kiss went a little like this", then you know what's up! ^.^ me and my friend Brandi have been chillin a lot and Everytime we hang, things get more intense!
Yesterday, I had a sleepover at her house and I can always tell by the things she asks, if she's horny. (which is a lot of the time) LOL. But we sat on her bed for a while and talked and had dinner. Then she wanted to watch a movie, so we moved to her living room.
Of course, scary movies are only fun when you have a cuddle buddy! ;) we watched Uninvited, and that movie has a lot of creepy things that jump out! Everytime something would jump out and scare us, Brandi would jump into my arms. When the movie reached a calmer part, she layed her head on my torso. <3 ahh I just love her so much, that it made me have butterflies! But at first she was laying on my arm, so I told her to sit up for a second. I put my arm around her arm and belly. When I did that she was like, "Oh yay!". She had gotten dumped by her bf the day before, so she was missing that I guess. ;) throughout the rest of the movie, I could barely concentrate on the rest of the movie because she was playing with my hands! ^.^ ahh at that point I wanted to kiss her, but we had both just ate pizza, and I didn't want to ruin it with some nasty breath! Haha. But as she was playing with my hands, I spread my fingers apart and she wove hers in mine! BEST NIGHT EVER! Watching a scary movie, with a beautiful girl leaning on me holding my hand! :D
But there's a problem...
Whenever i really like someone, I don't want anyone else flirting with them or ANYTHING of the sort! After the movie, I got up to get some water. When I wanted to sit back down next to her, she told me to sit on the chair next to her. :( I was so sad, because I wanted to cuddle more with her! I wanted to kiss her and fall asleep with her. But no, she was talking about this guy (I HATE him) and how she wants to ask him to the dance! :/ I wanted to just yell "STOP LIKING HIM! I LIKE YOU". But then she went on to text multiple guys all night and fell asleep watchin Peter Pan! Dammmmittt!:( I was so sad, that I was crying alone and I texted one of my best friends about it and we talked for like an hour. I felt so worthless. It was like she wanted me all night and I wanted her, and then she pushed me away! I wanted to watch the movie, go into her room, talk about stuff like we always do, and fall asleep with her in my arms!
I hope one day, she'll admit to being bi! Like I know she is because whenever we are together, she talks about "oh this girl has big boobs" or "I like her ***" or "she's hot! I'd **** her!". Tell me that she doesn't have feelings for girls!!!!
Oh well, it's nice to have her in my arms for a little while and enjoy the warmth of her body on mine and the touch of her hands! <3 one day, she will admit it, and we will date! I hope! :)
Yesterday, I had a sleepover at her house and I can always tell by the things she asks, if she's horny. (which is a lot of the time) LOL. But we sat on her bed for a while and talked and had dinner. Then she wanted to watch a movie, so we moved to her living room.
Of course, scary movies are only fun when you have a cuddle buddy! ;) we watched Uninvited, and that movie has a lot of creepy things that jump out! Everytime something would jump out and scare us, Brandi would jump into my arms. When the movie reached a calmer part, she layed her head on my torso. <3 ahh I just love her so much, that it made me have butterflies! But at first she was laying on my arm, so I told her to sit up for a second. I put my arm around her arm and belly. When I did that she was like, "Oh yay!". She had gotten dumped by her bf the day before, so she was missing that I guess. ;) throughout the rest of the movie, I could barely concentrate on the rest of the movie because she was playing with my hands! ^.^ ahh at that point I wanted to kiss her, but we had both just ate pizza, and I didn't want to ruin it with some nasty breath! Haha. But as she was playing with my hands, I spread my fingers apart and she wove hers in mine! BEST NIGHT EVER! Watching a scary movie, with a beautiful girl leaning on me holding my hand! :D
But there's a problem...
Whenever i really like someone, I don't want anyone else flirting with them or ANYTHING of the sort! After the movie, I got up to get some water. When I wanted to sit back down next to her, she told me to sit on the chair next to her. :( I was so sad, because I wanted to cuddle more with her! I wanted to kiss her and fall asleep with her. But no, she was talking about this guy (I HATE him) and how she wants to ask him to the dance! :/ I wanted to just yell "STOP LIKING HIM! I LIKE YOU". But then she went on to text multiple guys all night and fell asleep watchin Peter Pan! Dammmmittt!:( I was so sad, that I was crying alone and I texted one of my best friends about it and we talked for like an hour. I felt so worthless. It was like she wanted me all night and I wanted her, and then she pushed me away! I wanted to watch the movie, go into her room, talk about stuff like we always do, and fall asleep with her in my arms!
I hope one day, she'll admit to being bi! Like I know she is because whenever we are together, she talks about "oh this girl has big boobs" or "I like her ***" or "she's hot! I'd **** her!". Tell me that she doesn't have feelings for girls!!!!
Oh well, it's nice to have her in my arms for a little while and enjoy the warmth of her body on mine and the touch of her hands! <3 one day, she will admit it, and we will date! I hope! :)
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GuitarAndMusic
Age:
13-15
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Female
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