I Am a Therianthropic Werewolf
I am a Therianthropic Werewolf too. I have known what I was all my life yet was never able to put quite a name to it as now. I have always felt that I was never quite human nor really belonged as a human and have always had a big connection to the Wolf. I had my first encounter with a Wolf when I was a child and never will forget it. I could hear his thoughts and when he looked into my eyes it was like I was looking into my own soul. It is what let me know that I was a Wolf and not human. I have had what I thought to be day dreams or dreams of my Wolf life. Running and hunting and my pack by my side. I take on certain aspects of the Wolf at times and even have a name for her, Keichea. I can howl and can see really well at night and can sometimes smell things that normal humans can't. I can track things very well although I am not an expert tracker. I also have a strong "sixth" sense when it comes to certain things like danger and have learned to develop it more and more as time goes on. I used to ignore my Wolf side as I thought others would label me a freak but since the birth of my daughter and her getting older I have discovered that she has a very strong Wolf side as well. We would both love to be able to change into Wolves and she has even more abilities than I do. We can both change our eye color and sometimes I feel like I grow fangs and can even shift other parts of my body but I am not sure of this. We both love the Wolf and would love to get into careers in Wolf Conservation. I became very close to a particular pack in Yellowstone named the Druid Peak Pack but just learned this year that they all met their demise by mange. I felt like I had lost my family and I grieved for them immensely. I was on line looking at different Werewolf sites and found this one and I am hopeful that I am at the right place. I just want to belong somewhere. I am 39 and am a single Mom and feel like I am so lost and alone. I could never tell anyone else what I am telling you all here. I don't know why I am other than the fact that I feel as though maybe there really are others out there like me. I need help and understanding of what I am. I have never found answers to anything before and thought for many many years that I am just nuts. Maybe now I can truly find somewhere that I can fit in.