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Therianthropic Werewolf

I hope I haven't confused too many people with this phrase, which I have coined to describe myself and a small group of other people.

Basically, a Therianthropic Werewolf is a reincarnated wolf soul that's within a human body.

"That's a Therian, but where does the werewolf come in?", you might ask. Well, "Therian" is a term used to describe a large variety of people who believe they are reincarnated animal spirits..... however I might add that this can be any animal, for example a horse, bird, or even fish. So, simply saying that I was a Therian would not be enough to cover what -kind- I was. Thus, I am a Therianthropic Werewolf. The root meaning of the word "werewolf" is "were", meaning man, and of course "wolf". This means that both the usage of the word in speaking of a reincarnated wolf and a physical wolf shapeshifter are both correct.

Unlike normal stories you hear about werewolves, a Therianthropic Werewolf (TW for short) doesn't shapeshift.... physically. However, they CAN mentally shift into a wolf-like state of mind, which does heighten their senses and may even allow some memories of their wolf lifetime to flow through. This is known as a "mental shift".. Mental shifts can happen when the TW is excited, stimulated, or in most cases under the influence of direct will to mentally shift.

As for myself, I am a Therianthropic Werewolf by birth. I have lived 27 lifetimes as a wolf, in which my last life was actually included as my 27th. While I don't understand exactly why I'm here in this form for this life, I can at least share my knowledge to the best of my abilities. In other words, if you have any questions are comments I would be more than happy to hear them =)

Sparklepaws Sparklepaws 18-21, M 61 Responses May 19, 2008

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I used to be a hunter, (do the vamp research) but I got bit. I have a werewolf friend guiding me through it. If you have questions about vamp killing though ask me.

It's so nice to see other Therians on this site, but I would not use werewolf in your title, maybe Wolf Therian would be better. Just a suggestion.
Your Authenticity Keeper,
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Real werewolves don't make a damn page about themselves its too risky solo what I'm trying to say is that almost everyone posting fake **** they prob heard or seen from a movie aren't a real werewolves

So is that why i feel like a wolf and i really love nature a lot even thoe i do feel like bitting stuff sometimes so i bite my pillow what could i do to stop the bitting It the feeling to scratch someone or something

Why are we here?
That's all I want to know.
I dont associate with therian, lycan, or wereeolf, or anything like that. Just me, wolf soul/human body. All I want to know is... why?

I am also the same, but I seek a pack. Is that just me or all therians? My best friend is a vampire as crazy as it sounds, we are meant to be enimies but she was recently turned and it didn't change a thing although I moved states and I can't see her anymore, she has other vampires but I'm left here, I'm on my own and I just want a pack, I live in South australia, if anyone is interested message me :)

hi im in nsw Australia I have a pack if you wouldlike to join you are more than welcome

thank you so much !!but im in SA and i am looking more for a pack i can hang out with, online is cool and stuff but you cant do physical things online like running through the woods :/ thank you though

That's so beautiful. A lot of people probably think this sounds psyco but i think it's amazing. My boyfriend was talking about werewolves and reincarnation the other night. He then began to reminisce back to 1818. It's not in any way weird to me but i happen to come from a family of witches so the supernatural is just normal stuff in my life.

Go to the woods alone, at night...and the rest will come

I believe I am a Therianthropic Werewolf as well. My ancestors are Choctaw. It saddens me sometimes that I no longer have the chance to speak with my ancestors about our past and culture. Full moons definitely mesmerize me. I also have wolf-like habits: standing/walking on my toes instead of my full foot, small noises bother me/get my attention, a person's nervous tick annoys me, and smells intoxicate me. I remember, when I was about 8, I could hear my aunt bat her eye lashes when she wore a certain mascara. Sometimes when I am hungry I have taste for raw venison, but I sate it with fish.

Have any of you ever seen shadow figures that resemble a part wolf part human creature? Or been woken up by someone yelling in your face? Do you feel something watching you at night?

i do the same things except the meat thing... but ive also been told by my friends that i sound like a dog when i get my foot steped on or startled ( i yelp evidentally) do you think i could be one? (i also keep having dreams about a white wolf...)

That is all me i feel like a wolf and act like a wolf exept for the meat and specially the small noices i hate when someone writes with a pencil thenthey make that screeching noice they did that in camp and i yelled stopped with the pencil already

I get the feeling that someone is watching me at night, and I have once felt something touch me, it felt almost like fur. It bugs me so much when someone taps their pencil or whatever on the table, and I stand on my toes. The only thing I dislike about being a wolf therian, is whenever I go into a crowded room, the voices and breathing and the wind, etc., overpower me and I have to walk out. It's really weird. :/

I'm a Therian. I'm Native American (Cherokee). My grandmother always calls me Running Wolf instead of the name I go by lol. She knows I'm a Therian. Its good someone from my ancestry understands.

i have sort of a question. my friend told me he got bit by a large animal, and the wound healed quickly, hes had a bigger appetite, hes having dreams that hes chasing someone. and the way things look to him is weird. hes even jumped out his window and said he didnt get hurt. he believes he is a werewolf. any comments let me know please.

Idk but i do that all the time ive jump off my roof and It was a two story floor and my bone broke it healed in leas than two minutes by just holding It and my friend broke her arm and i just just holded It and she saw it heal and she told me how did you do that and i just went running out the back door but she followed so i jump the fence and she stokes me now and i just stay quite and dont talk the wolf soul is my reincarnation and i know that

Wolf is my Native American ancestors' last name and their family totem. Vampires are attracted to and fear me at the same time! I have no fear but am very excitable. Dogs usually love me as a member and leader of packs or feel competition for their territory! Your explanation for Werewolves being a product of reincarnation is reasonable and I believe correct for both werewolves and vampires with anemia aggravating vampiric conditions! We are related to dogs!

Is it possible to have more than one animal lifetime such as human lion wolf.

i think some people have two therian animals

Yeah i think that too

I think I am a therianthropathic werewolf, but I'm not really sure. I'm half sure I'm insane, and half sure I have a wolf in me. Sometimes when someone really ***** me off, it feels like I'm on the verge of attacking the person who pissed me off. I get flashes of a wolf's face snarling at me, but I don't know if it's my imagination. Whenever I'm particularly happy or sad, I feel like howling, whining, growling, etc. Then I don't really like people either, they just frustrate me for some reason. But whenever a wolf therian is near I just KNOW it. Now I don't really know how I know but if I had hackles they would be rising. So I'm kind of divided here, what the heck is wrong with me????

You're in the wrong body. You should be a wolf, but instead you were born human. Same as me :) so yeah, you are a wolf therian.

If you need support, you could always join my new wolf pack?

WinterMoons.webs.com

i feel like i was born a werewolf and have a wolf soul in me rather then a human cause i feel the erge to bite things and want to howl when there's a full moon also i feel like my body is changing and im going to leap out of my skin and i have this real bad hot anger inside of me so do you think i may be a werewolf.

this is also common with demon channeling- just saying....

need help i hard a werewolf howl. it was not a dog howl. it was diffent it wroke me up from my deep dream. after i heard that sound . i felt like something touch me in my room. but i was a only . and i felt right back to sleep then i dream of a werewolf. but it did not harm me he just look at me as if it knew me or something. so i fall the wereworlf. it had yellow eye and brown hair. it was very tall . it mosty on it paw. what does it mean . i been dream about vampire and demon and angel never werewolf till now please right back thanks ps i am not making it up. o i live in a city . does werewolf live in a city

i believe i am a Therianthropic Werewolf as well. i have had this flashbacks and vivid memories, quite often. ive had these dreams for possible a few years now, this changes started after a very traumatic event. in a way i believe it triggered the mental transformation. when a time of crisis or trauma i go through an extremely painful change, but i feel extremely aggravated, uncontrollable, i am unpredictable its happened to the point where i attack others trying to help, the physical changes that have affected me, i am an extremely muscular male, kind at the heart, but i can be extremely hostile as well. i believe i was a beta wolf in my past life, for a few reasons. jealousy in my vivid visions/ dreams toward another pack member, i have learned to summon this memories quite easily, i just have to meditate and concentrate for briefly 3-5 minutes. my question would be is it normal for a traumatic event to "activate" the visions and character shifts? and this may sound weird but i seem to get in a lot of conflicts when i was in high school, to growl when you fight? cause i seem to have done this a lot.

Do any of you have the ability to sense other werewolves? There used to be one local to me.... a P-shifter, so it is why I asked. He has since lost his wolf, though. Not sure what happened, but I no longer hear him howling at nights or sense him around. And part of his territory has become mine.

we all have the ability to sense others i think we smell different me and my best friend found each other hiking in the wood he following my smell and me his if that helps...

@LunarFang: What makes you think Shadow Creatures took it? Sometimes mine would leave on its own will, then get lost, etc. During this time I only felt like I was half of myself until she returned. Or most of the time my wolf half hides inside of me, dormant until she feels the need to come out. Yet I know she is in there.<br />
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I would like for you to contact me, if you can. Maybe help you resolve this dilemma.

i'm Therianthropic Werewolf too, but my wolf side was stolen away from me by shadow creatures while i slept, for aby one that has never bein attack by shadow creatures they are beings that are dream spirits and they normal just prey on normal human and torment them i;m not sure wot i did too anger them. anyone now wot to do i wish too free my wolven side as i get these horrble dreams that im wolven side is bein made to fight somewhere, each day i feel like im gettin weaker i get headaches all the time ive lost my will to go outside, nd now the cold gets to me were as before i could go out in just shorts nd t-shirt in the snow nd it not bother me

Lunar you need to go on a dream walk...

This is... Amazing. I must say, i think i might be a therian too. Im not really sure how to put this, but... I always seem to know my place. Other humans disgust me and every time im angered i have these flashing images of me as a wolf biting someone's throat. It might be a memory, it might be my imagination getting ahead of me, but i dont know. Also, when me and my brother wrestle, i usually yelp when he hurts me or wins or i fall off the couch. Its also weird, because i can see things coming. As in, when my brother goes to hit me, i always block it or dodge it. But ive been trying to ignore these instincts and act normal. When my mom or my brother severely **** me off, i cant help acting like a wolf. When this happens, my mind gets foggy and i cant think straight, and i cant find words to say. I cant get my point across. Also, when my emotions run rapid, or im really depressed, and im walking down the street, streetlights will turn off... I told this to my mom and she looked really freaked out. And then she told me that the same thing has been happening to her for years.

I am a Therianthropic Werewolf. I was awakened in Sept. 2009. My animal is an Arctic Wolf named Snow. I always knew I was something other-than-human for the longest time, and I was ALWAYS into werewolves somehow, and wolves. I used to role play as a white wolf named Snow as a child, and I never understood HOW I came up with the name (it just felt natural), until I got in touch with my inner wolf. She has taken over at times (split personality kind of thing), and I swear lately I have been getting headaches when she takes over. She causes me to howl, growl, bark, and my canines even FEEL like they are getting longer. I am stronger and faster a bit too. I am still conscious but she can take control at any point. She tends to remain dormant inside me most of the time. I usually ask her to come out or if anything provokes her she will just take control. For instance, I was reading a Therianthropic Werewolf forum (which UNFORTUNATELY is CLOSED, so I have NO WAY to talk to other Therians like myself D:), but I have not had ANY P-shifts. I have a friend who CAN P-shift, well he claims to have at least, and even killed one of his friends because his FRIEND had a photo of him SHIFTED, and was using it to call MY FRIEND a monster and taunt him/threaten him. The photo was never found so I never got to see it myself... reports flew out after his death that an animal attacked and killed his friend. I have another friend who claims to P-Shift but there is no solid evidence that he can or has. Only my first friend aforementioned has been the most likely case. He CALLED ME one time, begging me to HELP HIM since he did NOT WANT TO SHIFT and his wolf half was taking control... it was the most horrific yet awesome thing I EVER heard, but I was worried about my friend at the time so that was what I was focused on. He sounded like a WOLF but also like a BEAST/MONSTER... he growled/barked at me as my friend faught against it... and I never heard anything more frightening in my life.<br />
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My wolf side tends to be more playful and innocent, but HIS... forces him to kill friends, and strangers alike. It makes him have a hunger for human flesh that just makes my stomache cringe. My wolf likes the typical wolf-foods: MEAT of course, but NOT HUMAN: deer, rabbit, cow, antelope, etc. I dunno WHY, but I have never had an interest or taste for human flesh like he has... ANY IDEAS WHY? Mind you, I am THANKFUL I DON'T, but I am still curious as to what causes this interest and taste for human flesh? My friend says it was only after he TASTED IT after shifting that he got into it, before he was into typical normal meat.... inhuman of course, until he made his first kill...

I had my first Mental shift a few days ago and I'm not sure what it means...... I was walking home and i saw a guy who goes to my school but I've never paid much attention to him. He saw me and walked over and said "Hi" but when i went to say hi back something within me growled and I had this urge to run. so i just turned around and left..... the past couple days I've been having these weird dreams where I was running through woods as a wolf and then attacked by another wolf.... and normally dreams play over and over but this one continues from where it stopped every time I fall asleep....

this may explain the fact that you were possibly an omega wolf in a past life, these wolves were the lower rnakings who got abused, in possibilty, he was another therianthropic werewolf of a higher ranking possibly a alpha or beta, ive felt this same urge but mine was for dominance

i read all of this and i under stand a little . but what if after the mined shift you stare to fill like your changing fisecly. <br />
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p.s. i can not spell vary good.

..I am not sure 100% if i'm a tw but well ever since i was young i could talk or communicate with cats and dogs easily and well i'm 11 and I'm starting to flip out but i'm still there like okay so i get mad and i start to involuntarily growl and snarl i usually glare and quiver my shoulders its a bit akward but it still feels... natural? I am really good with babies and they naturally like me but i'm starting to have to urge to howl or whine, no I'm very serious but um.. one more thing is i am starting to have dreams they are just really black and I feel... warm, when i wake up AND in the dream. do you think that i may be a TW? one more thing.. i REALLY dont like people i dont know well, like i have to know them for about 3 weeks and then i'm fine with them... does that mean anything?

What about ur first shift ??<br />
How old do u have to be <br />
and how do you know u r one u know a wolf....

my first shift happened at 13, after the death of grandfather, i began to have this strong visions, i believe i have shifted once or twice in total, extremely painful ordeal, your body overheats, and you pass out right after. and you just know youre one, its like knowing your human. and there is no age you have to be.

I know how you feel. I am....well its hard to explain. I dont belong here or in this body. But here I am. against my will just like every other time that this has happened. I actually joined this site to talk to you. because its like finally someone knows how i feel. message me (because i dont know how yet lol) so that we can talk more

I am from the Islands an was raised by my grandmother who believed in animal spirits our family spirit she would say is the dog so i understand you she would even bury them or keep the bones .<br />
but like all tribal people our whole family was raised this way just some of us believe in the old ways an some do not its all bout the spirit different tribes held different beast as there spirit ancesster .for us it applies as well except now days its just not tribal peoples as my self whom is of afro carribean blood an some indian. european blood lines carry this same feeling calling aswell.

I was always the fastest in the byrrgis(hunting group)so i did the killing blows in the pack but i miss being a wolf(sigh)......

I am a therianthropic werewolf a silver wolf named Silver Moon's spirit is inside me..

I think I might be one too but I am not sure I feel weird and akward around people except for the ones I have known forever. Do you think you can help me

thank god i found another of my kind im almost tweleve but i have memories of running through the forest hunting for a rabbit i have memories of many things but when i get in a field my senses sharpen and i run,see,smell, and hear different so im really sure im a male therian wolf but somthing wierd is i can almost fully change into a wolf i also have two cuosins that can do the same thing so we are a pack

hello i'm a therian wolf male i have m shifted easily and when i try 2 p shift i shake get hot dizy and tingily and eventualy pain(aches) my senses get sharper its fun i just started yesterday but i always knew i was one in my subconcious i can rember some memories me running in a forrest running from something or someone hopefully you can peforme a P-shift great to hear ya

hello i'm a therian wolf male i have m shifted easily and when i try 2 p shift i shake get hot dizy and tingily and eventualy pain(aches) my senses get sharper its fun i just started yesterday but i always knew i was one in my subconcious i can rember some memories me running in a forrest running from something or someone hopefully you can peforme a P-shift great to hear ya

Wow. This is amazing. ^^; I've always wanted to be a wolf of any kind and it always saddens me that I'm nothing more than human but reading stuff like this is just amazing. <br />
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How did you first find out what you were? :o

AmarisLycan, you're in one of the safest places you can be here on Experience Project. The community is non-judgemental and very friendly.<br />
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We normally don't get too many people who claim they can shapeshift, it's one of those rare things apparently. So naturally when someone like yourself comes along, we get very excited and curious.<br />
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However, since most of us have a skeptical side to us, would it be possible for you to post a video or photograph of yourself shapeshifting? Maybe you could get your soulmate to take it for you? I'm certainly not trying to make you out as a lier, but I'm sure that none of us have ever seen a real shapeshifting before in our lifetimes.<br />
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Anyway, with that I'll close with a friendly hug and lots of hope. Looking forward to your reply!

I am a shapeshifter, from human to wolf, but much bigger than a wolf. You can call it the classic size of a werewolf. im about 5'5 human form but when i change i get a foot taller. I have changed in front of my soulmate and he says it looks beautiful. But what i hate is when other people say i have a mental condition or disease. It baffles people that i have very beastly gold eyes and that my hair is jet black, just like the color of my fur. I am fairly toned for my size and age. so you judge for yourself. all i am saying is that i wish to meet other shapeshifters....thought it would be okay on here...

thanks I was just wondering because 27 was alot.

Faolgrrl:<br />
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I used past life regression to revisit my timeline. Some of this I had already discovered from various memories or dreams I'd recalled earlier in my life, but the hypnosis produced far more results than I could have hoped for.<br />
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Sadblessing:<br />
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I'm not sure about the time gap there, but what I AM sure of is that it changes and varies. It could be anywhere between hundreds of years to a few hours, it all depends on the situation. There are theories that you can decide when to go back, however there are as equal many that state you can't.<br />
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Personally I believe it's your choice as to who, what and when you come back. Your soul, or spirit, knows what it needs for development and is willing to weather the storm to evolve and change.

A good question Solar. Shifting feels natural but intense, like the mental activity in my brain is either slowing down or speeding up. I'm assuming it speeds up. Sights and touch are more intense as well.<br />
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But yeah, it's weird, it's scary to me only if I think about it. This body is something I'm not used to, even though I am (obviously since I've been using it for 19 years). The confliction drives me odd-ball, both ways of functioning are happening at the same time

Past life hypnosis.... dreams and feelings... that worked for me. Don't know about the author of the story, but thought you wanted some input =]

just curious but how is it you have figured out you have lived 27 wolven life times?

Oh, thank you for clearing that up :)<br />
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You had me confused there, I thought this group was meant only for those who believe they are the reincarnation of a werewolf, and not just wolves in general.<br />
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-Join!-

thank you for the advice. I really appreciate it!

Wolfbane570:<br />
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No, age has nothing to do with what you experience in life. Most likely, your just not ready yet. <br />
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With therians, how many experiences you have is not what counts. I've known people who have had no experiences with their therianthropy at all! Yet, it doesn't make them any less of a therian, and it doesn't change the facts.<br />
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If you want to have experiences, you might want to try simple meditation practices, and if your really adventurous maybe you should seek out a hypnotherapist who can give you a past life regression.<br />
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Namaste =)

i have had 2 mental shifts but i have never had any flashbacks or any visions about my past life. is it because i am to young(i'm 14) or is it something else?

Yes, thoughts/flashbacks that have no relation to our current life could very well be memories from our past lives. Bear in mind the old saying "the soul lives on." Even scientists have to admit that the universe is made entirely of energy, and energy is imprintable.... meaning that thoughts, feelings and emotions can be carried by an energy "vessel" from place to place, or in this case body to body.<br />
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Keeping an open mind and a sharp eye out for these memories is a good idea, as they can explain more about who we are and where we have been.<br />
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And don't worry, I know your not a poser ;)

AlphaSkinWalker: Rage, heh, I can relate to that wholeheartedly. Yes my thoughts were triggered by sensations.... it's kind of like one of those days when you smell the air, feel the temperature and then recall something from your far early childhood because the day reminded you. It's very similar, only on a deeper more mystical level.

I was quite afraid to post here, or even say "me too". In society, I keep to myself and within my pack, so it feels quite strange stating it so blunty. I admire your abiltiy to so openly discuss your nature.

I have experienced mental shifts (only recently though, as I sort of tried to deny what I was for many years), but I would love to experience a p-shift, even though I'm not really sure that would be possible :p

stardreamer47: If it's something I have learned, only you yourself can understand what is truly going on with you. I can provide the structure and understanding that your looking for to the best of my personal knowledge. Would you like to talk about this via messaging?

I guess that I naturally want to be able to connect more with my were side and understand my place as a therianthropic werewolf. You seem to know what you're talking about and I have been looking for someone to explain to me these wolfish characteristics I have.

Stardreamer47:<br><br />
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I don't believe that the flashbacks are any indication of what age you were when you died in that lifetime, but rather subliminal memories that "pop out" when your mind is triggered by something (such as an emotion or feeling that you had during that lifetime).<br><br />
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As for advice, what do mean by "control"? Is it something you feel that you need to control?

I have experienced the same "mental shift" as you, but I have never had any of these vivid flashbacks. Might that be because of my age, or did I die as a pup? I find you story very interesting. Could you give me advice to control my were side?

My memories were uncovered in the form of flashbacks, dreams and past life meditation/hypnosis. The flashbacks were more realistic, and happened when something triggered a memory (such as a cold wind on the back of my neck, a smell, a sight). Each flashback (3 total) happened based on one of these triggers, and each time I would have to describe it as a "VERY vivid daydream". Almost like watching television.<br />
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I discovered that I lived in a medium sized pack, I cannot remember the numbers. My position was the nurse, and I took care of the cubs when the adults went on hunts. During my prime years, about age 2 or 3, I began to aspire to become the pack leader (every wolf either accepts his/her position or aims for pack leadership sometime in their life). Similarly, the only reason why a wolf is chosen for the nurse position is because they actually enjoy it and don't mind being chewed to pieces by pups. This confliction led to me eventually leaving the pack with about 3-4 other pack members. I'm unsure of what my goal was, maybe to start a new pack or simply to wander. All I remember after that is coming to a large river somewhere in the Blue Ridge Mountains and drinking.<br />
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Most of my regressions left me with swiss cheese memories. There were and still are unexplained parts of that specific lifetime, so I still haven't discovered everything.

How did you recover wolf memories and what did they entail?

numisiro:<br />
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It's actually more simple than people tend to lead on, actually closer to a deep meditation process than the massive incantation and spell casting most people tend to think is necessary (or even possible). As always there is the chance that the invitation won't be accepted by any spirit, possibly because they feel you are not a good "candidate" for a partnership. It's almost coy, but at the same time sensable.<br />
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As I mentioned (and mentioning is all I will do on this subject), it is very possible to forcefully "summon" a spirit of your choice to blend into your body. But this relationship is not a happy one, and often leads to mental disorders or in some cases complete loss of mind. Nobody should be desperate enough to try such an act, even if they think they can control it.<br />
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Keep in mind also that this is not limited to wolves alone, but also to all things.... birds, dolphins, dogs.... even other human souls.<br />
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Think of it in the form of computer RAM card slots. Normally there are 2-4 slots for extra memory space (to add new cards), however only 1-2 cards are actually there when you purchase your computer.<br />
Your body is like the slot, and your soul is the card. When a true TW is born, they have 1 card.... and it's all Wolf. When a human is born, they have 1 card as well..... and it's all Human. Both have the capacity to bring another entity into their extra slot.<br />
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I hope I didn't confuse you too much, please feel free to ask all the questions you like, I am more than happy to answer them.

You said, quote «In reality, one can become a TW by inviting or invoking a wolf spirit into their body. This, however, doesn't make them a true TW, since inside that body there is a human soul as well. None the less, they can still mentally shift just as well as any true TW.».<br />
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How does one invite or invoke a wolf soul into our body?

At Solarxmoon:<br />
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It's interesting you should put it into those terms, but it's exactly how I would (and have) described it. <br />
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Since my actual physical brain is different from a wolf's, when I am not in a mental shift I experience much of what is like a split personality. One side of me (human) instinctively wants to make things logical and primitive.... but at the same time, my true self wants to come out and it influences the human mind much of the time.<br />
When I am in a mental shift, there is only my personality molded by society and my self as a wolf. In other words, I perceive things and act outwardly as a wolf, but still retain enough common sense to speak, walk and talk etc.<br />
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Normally when I am out and about, I feel like I have to hide myself from society (basically I do, I don't want to end up in a mental care center)... this should explain exactly how I feel which is, believe me, hard to put into words.<br />
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In summery, since I have remembered some of my wolf life, I feel like I'm coming out of amnesia. It does get scary at times, feeling like I am trapped in a holding container with nowhere to run. And to have your own kind turn away from you (wolves, because of the human smell), that's heartbreaking.<br />
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Anyway, I hope I haven't bored you, let me know if you have anymore questions!

that's fascinating. What's it like when you shift?- would it be like being a wolf, but in a human body (or does it feel like that all the time)? Is it difficult to function in human society when you shift?