It's Like Killing A Twin (about Being Trapped As An Ftm)

We were once close
We were tight as best friends
But each day comes by
And every second I waste is more than I can take
We were once close
We were there for each other
But I feel like you are a burden to me
Never had I thought I would
Say the three words
No one wants to hear
I hate you
But I do so very much
You torture
You trap the real me inside
Every night I cry
I shed tears for the freedom
I would never get to experience
Now it's time
Time to end the pain and suffering
The torture and the trap
I am sorry but I must kill you off
I will miss you though
For we had such great times
I will see you when
I look in the mirror
In old photos
And in my future kids.
HunterNightshade HunterNightshade
18-21, T
1 Response Dec 2, 2012

i hadn't understood the first time i read it,what you really meant,but the second time i got it.