I Need A Transguy Friendi hate being a girl. I have never liked it one bit. To make it worse puberty hit early and real hard. Girls are jealous of the body i resent deeply. Mother forced me to wear regular bras SIZE D! As opposed to a more constricting sports bra. I cant wear dresses i feel naked, i mean a man wearing a dress is just not working for me.
I am obsessed with homosexual males and wish i could be them. I cant keep my legs together coz somewhere deep inside i know my gonads need to stay cool. Its really frustrating.
My girl friends always try to make me more feminine, its sad. They hate how i have a dirty mind whereas the guys accept and hang out with me for it.
I am hoping to start transition once i go to college and moved out. I am hoping to get top and bottom surgery and a name change. I must correct this error the cosmic beings bestowed on me.
I enjoy and accept the male in me however it is the female body i am enclosed in that keeps me in state of distress and depression.
I need to come out but i know Mother would never accept me and everyone else will be cruel.
If anyone out there is reading this please talk. I need a trans buddy.