So Many Emotions And No One I Know Understands
Nine months ago I met A. He is a truck driver that delivered to my place of work. I would unload his trailer every day and talk casually. As time went on it turned into more in depth conversations...eventually flirting. I resisted his flirting for I figured he was "just another driver". A flirted heavily for 10 weeks before I gave in and gave him my number. Its been 9 months later and it has been awesome until now....he recently took a new job where he is out 3 weeks and home for a few days. I have never had jealousy or insecurity issues until now. He promises we will be ok and he will come home to me. I worry about all the "lot lizard" stories you hear. He says it takes a very strong women to be with a truck driver. This man and I have been bluntly honest with each other since day one so I really dont have any reason to doubt him. How do all you other women handle loneliness and insecurity? We have talked about him moving in with me but I know he is afraid I wont be able to handle this lifestyle so that is put on hold. I know if he didn't want to be with me he could walk away...but he says its all worth it and we will be ok. He has been very understanding of my issues and makes sure he calls about every 4-5 hours and keeps me posted on his whereabouts. I know this isn't going to be an easy relationship but i know I love this man with every inch of my heart and soul. I never believed in love at first sight until now. My family doesn't understand how I can "settle" for a man who is never home therefore talking to them is impossible.