Missing My Guy

The hardest part about being a "new trucker" wife is having him home everyday for 11 years and then he's gone. We have always just had each other and now we are separated by the road. I barely have friends and I am really not close to my family or his. I find myself wishing i was with him but I know that is not going to happen anytime soon considering we have a 6 year old and a 13 year old. So I sit here holding down the fort while he is out making money the best ways he can and supporting our family. I hear his voice on the phone and I miss him more. I know he is stressed out being on the road. His whole life is the road now. I am a stay at home mom. My life consist of the kids and the house. One of my biggest worry is that we will lose our connection, that the distance will strain our marriage. We did not go into this thinking he would be OTR but he could get his CDL and drive local. His lack of experience is keeping him gone. I just keep looking down the road for his next visit home. I hope I can make it perfect for him.
mobie22401 mobie22401
31-35
2 Responses May 20, 2012

My fiance is about to start this whole thing and I hate it already! We thought maybe our son could come along but no one wants a 3 year old in the truck only 10 and up and so now I know where this road is headed and it ain't looking to pretty I'm not strong enough to take someone I've spent everyday for four years with and then him disappear and I rarely see him .

My fiance is about to start this whole thing and I hate it already! We thought maybe our son could come along but no one wants a 3 year old in the truck only 10 and up and so now I know where this road is headed and it ain't looking to pretty I'm not strong enough to take someone I've spent everyday for four years with and then him disappear and I rarely see him .