We are fraternal female twins but if you don't know us you can get us confused. From the beginning we have always had very different personalities. I'm 2 minutes older but she has always made me feel less of a person. She tells me i'm weak, i'm fake, and that she's smarter than me. The insults were amplified after she became a Marine. I'm so proud of her and in everything that she does but she could care less about me. No one understands how i feel when i tell them that its like looking at a mirror and constantly picking out every imperfection every time i'm around her. I've told her how it hurts but sometimes i think it's her goal to make me cry.