I'm the Ugly Twin
Me and my twin are non identical and don't get along most of the time... i have mental health issues and she doesn't, she is an opportunistic mare and would step on anyone to get to the top... and I have a hard time making friends and keeping them as i don't seem to be interesting enough or say the right things (as in popular things)
In looks she gets more attention than me, she is 5'2 with blond hair and is about a UK size 12..
I have every colour under the sun hair- currently purple.. 5'4 and a UK size 24... I hate my weight and have gained weight due to my depression Ive had for 6 years and ongoing.
she hasn't had a major issue affect her life, and everyone loves her... she can treat them like rubbish and they are still her friend, where as I treat my friends like id like to be treated and seem to get nowhere.
I'm pretty down and feel pretty angry- due to events, she seems to be regarded as the successful and pretty Twin, People meanwhile treat me like I'm some social leper and have killer rabies.
I want to just be rid of myself so they can all focus on her. My mum is the only reason I'm not gone. shes amazing to me... so supportive and has always treated us like individuals giving us individual choices not lumping us together.
It sucks being a twin, cause if u are the one who ends up with the poop end of the stick, your twin becomes someone u try not to want to kill on a daily basis, whilst she treats you like your below her.