Something Is Missing In My Life

My twin died three days after birth.  All of my life I have always felt desperately alone.  That a particular sadness is present within me that I just cannot explain.  My life has always  been missing.......missing something,and at times I wonder if it could just be that perhaps I am lost because I am missing someone...perhaps my lost twin? Did I lose something utterly irreplaceable when she passed?  Did  a part of myself die with her?
poezia1 poezia1
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1 Response Aug 14, 2010

I know how you feel. It's a strange feeling and I'm not sure how to convey it to anyone who also hasn't lost a twin.