Wishing September Would Get Here Quicker!!

So my last story was about before Derek left. &&  Alot has changed since then.
Derek left July 27th to go to basic, and i was very nervous, scared, upset, etc. about him leaving. I wasn't sure how everything was going to be, how i would feel, and there was just a bunch of stuff that was running through my mind. Well me and Derek's family went to MEPS to watch him swear in and say our goodbyes before he was on his way... Well we were saying our last goodbyes and i was the last one he would talk to before he left, and he told me how much he loved me, and how much i meant to him, and that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, etc. and then he went to hug me. as he hugged me he whispered," Will you Marry Me?" in my ear!!!! of course i was so shocked and excited i pretty much screamed YES!! =)- It was the best way he could have left! because instead of being sad, and upset about leaving each other, we were happy we are engaged now and are counting down the days till we see each other again!!! I am one happy Fiancee =)) - But i am REALLY starting to miss him... It's been 6 days and i feel like i need to see him NOW! I hate the feeling because no matter what i do, i can't see him OR talk to him which SUCKS! But If anyone has any solutions for this feeling please let me know what they are!
imissyouderekokley imissyouderekokley
18-21, F
Jul 31, 2010