Gaah! I Wasnt Expecting That.

I miss you all so much! I havent written in so long. I speak to a couple of you on facebook so that how u guys know Im still alive. lol

Im heading into my junior year of college and I wanted to finally move into the dorms but due to financial reasons that didnt work out. I am really getting tired of being at home still. I want to be on my own and i havent been talking to chris that much because of his new shift. so ive been in a bad mood and chris can see it as well. so he gave me an offer; that if everything with his housing works out i can live with him, his friend and his friends girlfriend.

now i was brought up with " never give up your life and dreams for some boy" ,thats how my mom would say it lol, but chris is the man that i love and i want to be with him because honestly the distance is getting to me. but i feel that me going to live with him is like me giving up on my career goal. i want to be a entertainer in Japan and I feel finishing college will help me do so, plus i love the school and the loop downtown of Chicago enviorment. I dont want to leave it.

I feel as though I have to choose between the two. What should I do? :(
KiyarameruGeisha KiyarameruGeisha
18-21, F
5 Responses May 26, 2010

Lol I wrote this so long ago I almost forgot about this issue. But he brought it up because he knew i was upset and thought us being together would make me happy. But he KNOWS how much I love chicago and the issue just faded away. I was thinking about it because I do want to be with him but Im not leaving the city or my school. We'll see what happens after I graduate.

well i hope u make the decison that will make you happy :) im gonna be moving to germany with my soon to be husband in august yay! but sadly i had to post pone my college, i honestly think i made the right desicion with being with the person i love and being so far away wasnt gonna do it for me :) so i have no regrets, but just go over the possibilities because nothings impossible so good luck girl! hope it works out fr the best :)

Thanks girls!!!! he knows how this is a big step for me and he says he'll understand whatever decision I make. I was just introduced to the thought at the beginning of this week so I still have a lot of thinking to do.

You don't have to do anything you don't want to. Don't feel pressured if this isn't wat u want to do. Look at the pros & cons of each decision and see wat you want more and wat is more worth it. :] it will all work out like it should!!

Well, I live in Los Angeles and I told myself I would live here foreveeer. I'm a city girl and I have been all over the world, and no where else compares. I also go to a fantastic University. My boyfriend and I have been talking about getting married because honestly this place isn't the same without him. I hate it here. I decided that it's not really about where I'm at or what I'm doing, it's who I'm with. And being with him, where ever that may be, would make me happy. So, I may end up in freakin Germany and be attending a junior college, but I think it will all be worth it. You can get a college degree any where in the world. Bottom line: Do what makes YOU happy.