Gaah! I Wasnt Expecting That.I miss you all so much! I havent written in so long. I speak to a couple of you on facebook so that how u guys know Im still alive. lol
Im heading into my junior year of college and I wanted to finally move into the dorms but due to financial reasons that didnt work out. I am really getting tired of being at home still. I want to be on my own and i havent been talking to chris that much because of his new shift. so ive been in a bad mood and chris can see it as well. so he gave me an offer; that if everything with his housing works out i can live with him, his friend and his friends girlfriend.
now i was brought up with " never give up your life and dreams for some boy" ,thats how my mom would say it lol, but chris is the man that i love and i want to be with him because honestly the distance is getting to me. but i feel that me going to live with him is like me giving up on my career goal. i want to be a entertainer in Japan and I feel finishing college will help me do so, plus i love the school and the loop downtown of Chicago enviorment. I dont want to leave it.
I feel as though I have to choose between the two. What should I do? :(