I Cant Handle This
I need to talk to him. i miss him so much. i have talked to him at least once a week after he left but im too emotional to not talk to him. It doesnt help that i just found out that they are doing the beast this week. what the hell is that. no one will tell me. i want to talk to him so i can tell him that i will see him and he normally calls during the weekend but its almost over and im starting my job tomorrow. Now on top of just being worried about him and how he is doing im worried that he will call as im working. What am i to do then, I dont want to ignore the call. Its my Gar-bear. I only have one stamp left and im trying to save it for when i need to send a letter. Oh and on top of all that i think im still in love with my ex. AHHH i head hurts and i just want do cry.