Absolutely Crushed

My boyfriend Joe was supposed to be coming home on the 4th of May. I was soooooo excited, I havnt seen him within a year. Ive been planning on what his Welcome Home sign was going to say, I finally came up with All I need is a Hug & Kiss from my G.I. Joe. His sister's wedding is the 6th & we were going to attend it together. 2 weeks ago the Air Force told him he could come home, which he would have to head back on the 9th which was fine with me, but yesterday his NCOIC basically told him ummm nope you cant go home. My heart is broken now I dont knwo when Ill see him. All I wanted was to feel him in my arms but I wont even have that. Im trying to stay positive but I miss him to much to do that.