Waiting Waiting Waiting

I'm hoping tomorrow is the day I get his letter. If not then ill have to wait until monday :( But thats okay, because ill hopefully get a call this weekend anyways :) I have to go to his house tomorrow or atleast sometime soon to pick up some things. Im scared though. Last time i went there i was overwhelmed with.emotion because I'm so used to seeing.him there & not seeing him there hurt terribly :'( what do you guys suggest for handling & coping with this type of situation??