What's Wrong With Me?

My story is a little bit different. I've known my boyfriend since I was 11 (I'm 18) and he's two years older. He was my first love. We've dated four times before this though. He'd cheat & we'd break up, but we'd always find a way back to each other. Cliche, naive high school relationship, I know. But when he left for the air force, he changed completely. I've never seen him like this before and we've both agreed that this has changed our future for the better. I love this kid more than I can put into words; The only thing that sucks is he was never one to really tell me how he feels or show emotion. Don't get me wrong, he's amazing, and he has come such a long way with showing affection, but on a day to day basis, sometimes I just want a sweet little message every now and then. Or a sign that he's missing me. I guess since I'm still growing up & I'm kinda having a hard time dealing with the stress of this year, I'm looking for a little bit more from him, but idk what to do. Am I selfish for thinking that?
TeenAngst TeenAngst
18-21
1 Response Sep 20, 2012

No. I am 23 and I'm not big on PDA but I enjoy the little things my boyfriend does to show me he loves me like texting me telling me I'm beautiful or that he loves me. Getting something just because or walking by and putting his arms around me. It's natural for you to want those things also