Finally, I Have My Boyfriend Back!

Josh graduated about a week and a half ago and is happily settled in tech school. When I went for his graduation, I was so nervous that he changed, like his personality, I was afraid he wouldn't be my Josh and would turn into a douche bag like so many of the boys do, but he didn't change at all! He is still the sweetest guy in the world and has just gotten a lot more confident in himself. Since he started tech school, we talk every night for hours and we skype on the weekends. It is so great finally being able to talk to him and tell him I love him every day, personally, not through a letter. But, its still hard. Distance sucks and there are nights where we both call each other crying, and wondering if this is all worth it in the end, which we know it is, but we still talk about it. Then, yesterday he found out that he is going to Japan and I was going to go with him but I can only study abroad in Tokyo and its still really far away from the air force base!! It crushed us both! But I guess we can only take things one day at a time right? I just do not want to be that far away from him for a year!
mandabear84 mandabear84
18-21, F
Sep 25, 2012