Help, need advice The Departure For Bmt...

I was saying my final goodbyes and heading down what seemed the longest side walk ever to my car to head off to school because mom wouldnt let me miss to send him off. I had gotten in my car and started driving away when i saw in my rear view that he was chaseing my car balling, I put my car in park in the street and he ran to me and picked me up and spun me in the air and said he loved me and wanted to be with me forever. He proposed before his senior prom and i accepted. He left monday (Dec 3 2012). Hardest three days of my life! We have been together for 2 years and 2 months now. I need to know how to cope My birthday is saturday and its my first weekend without him.
MySoulMateIsJosh MySoulMateIsJosh
18-21
Dec 5, 2012