Time Is Just Dragging By
Its only been a week today since he left for BMT.. Im dying. Still no call. Which makes it worse. All I wanna do is hear his voice. I'm lonely. I cant focus of school or work. All I want to do is crawl in a hole and stay there. I feel like March will never arrive. 52 days feels like a lifetime away. Im ready for all this to be over with. The sleepless nights, the loneliness, tears.. I want it all gone. I know people say it gets better.. But I feel like it never will!