I Am So Pissed-vent
I needed my boyfriend to support me and it's like he doesn't understand. So at this point everything I have had to put up with is starting to add up. I am ALWAYS on his time. I get calls when he feels like it, I get text sporadically and he never skypes me when he says he will but once I mention it all I get is him feeling bad about not keeping his promises and NOTHING changing. Then he acts like I hurt his feelings when I mention that I like being close to my family because they provide me the support and attention I need. He says "why isn't my love and support enough?" Well how about the fact that you aren't here when I need you? How about the fact that I can't call you when I'm having a bad day? You don't understand when something is bothering me because your life is so much worse than mine. Oh I'm sorry that this became a competition about whose life is worse. I apologize if I stop being your cheerleader and actually want one for the tough moments. Sorry if I don't feel like grinning and bearing it at this moment in time. I am so sick of the arguments and lack of communication. I know that I am new to serious relationships but give me a freaking break what am I suppose to be the sacrificial lamb and be ok with everything tossed at me? I REALLY feel like screaming. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH -Deep breath in- Thanks to anyone who actually sat and read this rant...It actually helped.