Not Sure How To Deal With It?
My air man has been gone since Jan 22,13 and I havent talk to him..He called me after about 3 weeks of him being gone and I missed all 4 of his calls. he left a voicemail for me saying he missed me and to keep writing him thats what get him thur his days.And today i dont know if i can hold myself up and not cry from missing him. I will never tell him the pain i feel from him being so far away i want to be his rock. I've been doing so good with being okay with him being gone. But something happen when i opened my Mail box to fine nothing there.. A wall of feelings hit me so hard.. and ive been feeling down ever since..I have replayed his voicemail about 60 times within the last hour just to hear his voice..I know he is thinking about me more than im thinking of him..Im all so new to this ... I Dont Know What To Do I Need Help... Words of support will help.