Dreading the Next 4 Years.
My boyfriend of 3 years just left for USAF basic training yesterday and I am already having a hard time. He hasn't even arrived in Texas yet, so he still has his phone and i can still talk to him, but when I can't talk to him anymore it's going to drive me insane. I have seen him everyday for the passed 3 years. He's my best friend, the one I tell everything to, and now he's gone. I have no idea how I'm going to handle this. He's the love of my life. I can't stand being away from him for more than a day..let alone months at a time. I'm besides myself and I have no idea what to do.