When It Rains It Pours...letters That Is.

So today was my first letter, bundle I guess you could say, I got three letters each one seemed better than the last and caused me to write him a three page letter. I was so happy to hear that he was doing so well and that he is working very hard, though he said that he is in hell I'm sure anywhere that he is being worked over would be hell to him. He told me everything that I have been longing to hear, that he loves me, misses me and of course still holds our dream to him and that's what keeps him going through all of this, that he's doing this for us or well me as he put it. I know that he is right, that he is always trying to make things better for he and I so that we can eventually have the lives we want, though even if we were poor and had nothing as long as we had one another we would be happy, and finally hearing him say that is what caused me to lose it. I have said to him over and over again that no matter what happens as long as I have him I don't care what else I just want to be with him. He mentioned everything that he knew I needed to hear, even though I would like to hear it from his mouth. I love him more than anything and I know more than anything our dreams will come true, and that we will have our happily ever after.

I know now that it takes a special kind of girl to be a military girlfriend, fiance, and wife. I am getting that first hand, but the one thing that this has done that I was always hoping that it would is that it has caused him to realize that this is really what he wants and that this is what we have been talking about for so long. I am thrilled to hear him say it finally, and the fact that it's in writing causes me even more hope through all of this. I know that remaining strong is the hardest part through all of this, and I know even more that since when he got the first chance to write he wrote to me thinking that he wouldn't get his letter to his parents soon caused my heart to leap with joy. I know that the idea of our little family, (he and I and our cats) is what he is focused on. He also mentioned wanting to hold me and never let go once we are off the base, you know since apparently he can't show any PDA on base, he also told me that his face is all torn up...which makes me tear up a little because well, I know how he is about how he looks that this is one of those growing type things. I'm really hoping that he knows that no matter what I love him and that he will always be gorgeous and handsome and perfect to me. He's my hero, my angel, my everything, and I will always stand behind my airman. 

donspanda31 donspanda31
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 10, 2009

OMG!!!! I got my first bundle of letters and was so happy becuz he doesnt even like to write but he wrote me six pages!!!!! Stay strong we have airmen so we have to keep our head up

Aww that's adorable hun. I remember getting my first bundle of letters :) You have a wonderful head on ur shoulders and have the mindset that is so important during this time period. Keep it up and your love will grow stronger and stronger by the day :) Stay strong and remember that I'm always here for you!