I Have A Knack For Completely Messsing Things Up

OMGosh Rebekah this is why i absouletly lovee you lol..I feel like we are the exact same. I will txt you later hun :)

i'm glad he called! i'm sure he understands that every day can't be your best. he loves you no matter what, and if he didn't, then he wouldn't want to be with you. my mom always tells me not to make a bad day a bad week. just try to shake it. i hope things will work out!

thank you, i feel alittle less crazy! hes calling me tonight so im pretty happy :)



thank you guys! this is always an emotional rollercaoster! ohh man

i know he really loves me, just i do this so much! so its like ugh! i dont know how much he can take of it... i do have horrible pms, my whole period and the days before im like a tornado and rip everything in my path :(

i really love him! im soo glad were engaged!



thanks again :) i feeel so much less like an insane monster!

I know how you feel. Sometimes it is easier to be away from someone if you aren't speaking to them, know what I mean? Girls just have crazy emotions and I'm sure he will understand that! Just tell him how you feel and tell him you're sorry for flipping out. I mean he freaking proposed to you so I think he'll look past this! :)

i cried at least 7 of the 14 days william was home. i mean bawled. of course my perfect amazing wonderful william just hugged me and held me and told me all my crazy ideas i come up with about how he doesn't really want a life with me and would be better without me are silly and that i mean everything to him and he could never want anyone but me and would never want to live without me *sigh* it was ridiculous of me, and when i get soooo overly emotional like that i always apologize but i just tell him "it hurts me so bad to be so far from you and only have you for such a short time and have to share you, but i'm really honestly trying my hardest and doing the best i can. i can't promise to be good at it, and i'll probably stay overly emotional and i'm going to be sad and depressed as long as i can't be with you, but i'll never give up and i'll never stop trying. i'm just sorry i can't be better" to which william answers "baby i could never have asked for anything better than you. you are amazing" ha and that's the end of it. just try to be honest with him like that. he loves you and he's just stressed and upset because he had to leave you (even if he doesn't show it) sometimes it just takes us taking a step back and looking at it from his side to understand how hard it must be for him. you are not a bad girlfriend or hard to handle. you're just emotional and it's totally understandable. but our boys have a breaking point too. tell him how you feel and he will understand. tell him you know it's hard for him and you want to be able to help him too because he always helps you. i'm sure it will be completely fine =)

Oh girl don't worry. Us and are girly are emotions are so odd. I know I've done the same when everything was fine and I've made a mess of things. Just give him a couple days and apologize. And maybe think about if there was any underlying concerns you had as reasons for those fights. It definitely could just be pms because lord knows I get crazy that time of the month, but maybe you're worried about something. Don't think posting this is a waste of time! I've posted ridiculous things and it has helped. I love being able to be my weird girly self here, have other girls who get the situation calm me down, and have my boy be none the wiser.



But congrats on getting engaged! That's really great. And the fact that he's just giving you your time to cool down really says amazing things about him. Just use this time to think about it and if it was nothing, I'm sure things can just get back to normal.