Im Just Really Excitedd <3

Sorry i've been kind of chatty lately but I'm stuck in Snowmageddon 2010 and haven't had school all week so I've been dying what with having nothing to do and so much time on my hands so i'm trying to keep busy so that I don't start getting depressed. If you feel like talking please contact me..i need some diversions lol. For some reason I'm just extremely proud and excited that my love only has 17 days left of BMT and has been flight leader the entire time which means he will most likely graduate with honors but we're holding our breath right now to see what happens with that (knock on wood) Words can not explain the emotions that are just radiating from me today. I'm so proud that he's excelling and putting his best foot forward and keeping positive..and I'm so excited that eventhough I won't be able to go to his graduation, i'll be able to talk to him everynight and hear his voice in 17 days. It feels like it's been forever since i've had more than a 15 min convorsation with him. That's been the hardest thing about  BMT is not being able to talk to him everynight and have our little heart to hearts. :) But it's almoosst over. I'm ALMOST there. i've almostt made it! That's also excited. I also got my 22 letter today :) yay. It was a short one..but anything is wonderful. I keep reading one i got the other day..He told me that some kid was sneaking letters when he wasn't supposed to and he told him to put them away but i guess this kid ignored him (which makes him really angry) so he was like [you wanna know why i'm here? and ran to his security drawer got my pictures and threw them in front of him and said what? you think your the only one who wants to go home? you think I don't miss her? you dont see me sneaking letters. and i guess the kid was like aww man im sorry im sorry. I cried

Timmo103007 Timmo103007
18-21, F
11 Responses Feb 9, 2010

I know I'm sooo bored too :) this snow has really got me down..haven't even gotten to play in it yet which is a totall bummer. But i understand about being online the whole day :/ it sucks..but gives me time to chat with you wonderful ladies. and thank you I may be needing to talk here in these last couple weeks of his training i'm so anxious and need people who understand what im going through to back me up. and if you ever need anything either I or another one of us will always be here for you.We're a team. :) and usafbabe (sorry i don't know you guys names lol) That's great that your guy is a rule follower and likes to do things the way they were intended. It shows that he's strong and he will make it far with that kind of attitude! Skype dates sound pretty much amazing eventhough i don't know how to use it yet. Yeah me and Joey have talked about getting married several times. I know that he's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with..but i'm determined to finish college first because i know that if i get too comfortable with him supporting me i'll never finish school ..and it's just something I have to do for myself..so we're waiting until my sophomore or junior year of school and then getting engaged. That way it allows us time to settle into this new lifestyle (and god forbid something happen) it gives us time to really think about what we want to do. (Although I was on the Tiffany's website and I have my ring picked out and everything :D haha) Our biggest obstacle right now is my mother. Once I graduate things will be way better. At least I hope..then I can really start flying out and spending weekends with him and things. It'll be AMAZING i know what you mean about wanting to spend time with him all to yourself! thats definately how i feel. :D I know that if my graduation night is the first night i get to see him i won't be going home at all just so i can spend every moment i can with him lol. and i like your plan for staying busy on V-Day..sounds like a winner to me..my only problem is finding something to do. I don't know..might just go have a lunch date with my dad or something, Maybe he'll take me to the mall. haha. I'm just gonna need a pick me up for sure that day. I know it. but I know that the sacrifices i make now, are for our future together :) (which excites me!) so when I think about it in that light..it's not so bad.I do miss him so much but it's only making me stronger. Plus without him, and without the air force neither one of us would've become the strong people we're molding into. It's hard but day by day we get through it. So glad I have you ladies to turn to for support! You make this so much easierr!! Love you all!!

I know I'm sooo bored too :) this snow has really got me down..haven't even gotten to play in it yet which is a totall bummer. But i understand about being online the whole day :/ it sucks..but gives me time to chat with you wonderful ladies. and thank you I may be needing to talk here in these last couple weeks of his training i'm so anxious and need people who understand what im going through to back me up. and if you ever need anything either I or another one of us will always be here for you.We're a team. :) and usafbabe (sorry i don't know you guys names lol) That's great that your guy is a rule follower and likes to do things the way they were intended. It shows that he's strong and he will make it far with that kind of attitude! Skype dates sound pretty much amazing eventhough i don't know how to use it yet. Yeah me and Joey have talked about getting married several times. I know that he's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with..but i'm determined to finish college first because i know that if i get too comfortable with him supporting me i'll never finish school ..and it's just something I have to do for myself..so we're waiting until my sophomore or junior year of school and then getting engaged. That way it allows us time to settle into this new lifestyle (and god forbid something happen) it gives us time to really think about what we want to do. (Although I was on the Tiffany's website and I have my ring picked out and everything :D haha) Our biggest obstacle right now is my mother. Once I graduate things will be way better. At least I hope..then I can really start flying out and spending weekends with him and things. It'll be AMAZING i know what you mean about wanting to spend time with him all to yourself! thats definately how i feel. :D I know that if my graduation night is the first night i get to see him i won't be going home at all just so i can spend every moment i can with him lol. and i like your plan for staying busy on V-Day..sounds like a winner to me..my only problem is finding something to do. I don't know..might just go have a lunch date with my dad or something, Maybe he'll take me to the mall. haha. I'm just gonna need a pick me up for sure that day. I know it. but I know that the sacrifices i make now, are for our future together :) (which excites me!) so when I think about it in that light..it's not so bad.I do miss him so much but it's only making me stronger. Plus without him, and without the air force neither one of us would've become the strong people we're molding into. It's hard but day by day we get through it. So glad I have you ladies to turn to for support! You make this so much easierr!! Love you all!!

Aww, that last part was so cute :) I really think that's like the hardest thing about basic, barely getting to talk to them when you're so used to doing it all the time. But 22 letters?! You're lucky! I only got 8, and I thought that was a lot.. lol. Well, you're almost there girl! I felt like the closer it got, the faster time went by and next thing you know he's all done! It sounds to me like you've got a really wonderful guy :)Good luck to the both of you, and I hope everything goes well!

Your so welcome!! That letter was a great letter to share with us! I loved reading what you wrote. Tony said that his flight is the last flight to do anything like reading letters, writing letters, making phone calls. He said he didn't even open any of my letters untill he was told he was allowed too, he also said that most of the other guys were opening letters, writing letters, and even making phone calls from the pay phones when they were not suppose to. Tony is a rule follower. He told me he has Pride, Intergrity, and honor.. and he would never cheat or anything like that. Ya i am still kinda sad i can't go and see tony graduate.. but I know that it will be so amazing when i see him again. I kinda want him all to myself for a day.. Kinda selfish but i can't help it! Are you and joey talking about getting married?!? You will be graduated soon enough though... Only a couple more months to go!! I am sorry your mom won't let you go. I sent tony's v-day card out on monday. I figured its better to get there early than late, and i think they recieve mail everyday expect sundays.. at least that is what tony's recruiter told me. i am sad i am going to be alone on V-day too=( It makes me so sad but i am honestly just trying to keep myself busy on v-day so i don't have much time to think about it. Tony just started week 5 yesterday.. He will be in beast week next week. I think he graduates a week later than JOey. I can't wait to at least be able to text him or have some skype dates. I miss him so much.. But i know he is doing what he needs to do for our future! and i am sure Joey is doing the same=)

MY GOD THE BOREDOM!!!!!! It's soo hard for me because i have nothing to do. I'm online all day literally and no one ever calls me. :( Sadly at the moment I'm on my mothers computer. BLEH. And its not the same as mine because mine SO much faster. Talking to fellow AFGF's like you help me feel so much better! It makes me feel like I actually have female friends (I've never had female friends before so this feeling is new to me)<br />
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I'm here when you need someone to talk to. ^_^

Thanks! :)I just thought that that particular letter was too good not to share with you guys! .I'm glad that im not the only one who couldn't go! It really depressed me there for a while. I'm really happy for the girls who get to see their boys but at the same time it stings. Likee emily said, whenever I DO get to see him it will be amazing, so i'm trying to focus on that. 12 letters is AWESOME :) I guess that the Unit that joey's in they're not as hard on them as some of the others..but each one is a blessing and they're so exciting! I'm glad that your boy understands! I told Joey that I couldn't go and he said that he really wishes I could be there but knows that I would if I could. I'm still under my parents control considering that i'm a senior in high school still, so he knows that my mom is the one not letting me go. :/ makes me really angry at her..but i've pretty much accepted it by now and am trying to stay on the positive side of it. I sent Joey's VDay card today. :) but didn't account for the fact they don''t get mail until Monday's and it takes 6 days for my mail to get there. ohh well itll get there eventually. Just hate that i'll be alone on Valentines day. Your boyfriends about in the same place as mine. he's in week 6 i think? I keep counting it but it never adds up right.

Wow! That is such a cute story!! That means he really cares about you.. you have every reason to be proud! YOur so lucky well all of us are lucky to have such great men as our boyfriends/fiances. I know tony went into the air force for me and him and our future. It makes me so proud to call him my boyfriend! I love him with all my heart! And your 22nd letter!! Wow! I have gotten 12 so far and my boyfriend is in his 5th week right now. I am sending him a good luck card for beast week. I can't go and see my boyfriend graduate either becasue i have school=( He completly understands though which is so good! i am so happy for you!

I know what you mean about being impatient girl! I'm like so anxious all the time and whenever i go to sleep im always like YES only 16 more to go. It's crazy to think about when he left. I mustve cried over EVERYTHING when he left. Even if it was something stupid like my mom asking me what i wanted for dinner. I mean EVERYTHING set me off. Now I just feel like through his strength through this whole ordeal..sending me letters every chance he gets..pushing himself harder then he thought he could just so that he could get a phone call..and finding little things to say to cheer ME up whenever he knew I was down (although i tried to hide it) whenever he's the one going through the stress of it all. He's why I wake up every morning and go to sleep happy every night. and it just makes me realize just how strong the two of us really are. We're a support system for each other and I knew that before..but now it's 2000 times stronger. It's really somethin. I'm HOPING i get a call on V-Day he said he'll probably be able to do that..but it just SUCKS that i'll be alone. :( and all my friends have plans so therefore it's whatever. I'll be home all night so i need SOMETHING to make it a good holiday. He will do just that. I need to invest in a skype account because I KNOW that when Joey finishes thats what were gonna be doin. I can't WAIT!:) whoo. haven't been on there like EVER but i hear its amazing. I'll be waiting for you to post that you've had your first webcam convo. I'll be so excited for you girl!

Yeah, I've been bumming myself out a lot today looking at his facebook and pictures wishing I was getting ready to leave to see him. Yeah, it sucks, but I try to be happy for those girls and know soon my time will come and it'll be amazing when it happens. More its now of an extreme impatientness that has come over me. And I think that's what sucks the most. Knowing its so close yet so far. Haha But that stinks he's in beast right now. But you'll probably get a call ON valentines day. And hopefully it'll be a long one! <br />
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And you know what, its totally true about the girls being different too. I feel like I've completely changed as a person, I've become more affectionate and passionate about my feelings. And I've been stronger than I ever thought I could be. I always tell him that. That he thinks I make him strong by writing him, but he actually makes me so strong, and the fact that he does all this stuff makes me feel like I can get past little things that used to annoy me before. I don't know. But wherever my life goes, I'm so happy I've experienced this. <br />
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And yeah, I'm DYING that he finishes this week. I can't wait to make my, "I finally got to see his face over webcam" post! Hahaha

You can't go to grad either?! Your so lucky that its this weekend! I feel like so depressed whenever i hear girls talk about getting to fly down..but at the same time I'm just happy that I can get to talk to him and yeahh i know im excited just getting to talk to him too!! i'll take anything better than one phone call a week and the occasional letter..and yeahh it's been super boringg lately and so i've been looking to this site to keep me positive rather than being all depressed which is helping..I can't help but look at his facebook and pictures that i have around my room and read his letters over and over again..You would think that would make me sadder but it actually helps more than it hurts and it gets just a little bit easier every day. Just sucks that since this week is beast week for him he can't really send me any letters. But thats okay because he said he already sent my Valentines Day present or something. Idk. We'll see how that works out. It's a struggle everyday but everyday the struggle gets a little less intense. :) It felt like such a long time for me! it feels like these have been the longest 2 months of my life!!!I don't know why..everyone else says they think it flies too but for some reason i felt the total opposite. I feel like he'll for sure be different whenever he gets done with this..but I never realized that I would be different in ways too. It's crazy to think where I was at then and where I'm at now. I never thought I would make it but it looks like I'm gonna live. I've had low points but it wasn't even that bad. Not fun but not totaly terrible either. at least yours is almost over! you must be ecstatic.

I know the feeling. I've been jumping on every story posted. I'm dying of boredom and I'm not even stuck in snow. Just bored. Haha Plus its like late on a school night here so I can't do much to entertain myself. ANYWAY. That's really cute what he said to that kid. Sounds like something from a movie. Haha And I remember everyone right about beast. I remember talking to another girl on here (Juli! lol) when it was about 16 days till grad. And then when it was about two weeks ish till grad for me, and now it's here this weekend. I feel like time FLIES. Well, It flies until about now, especially if you can't go to grad like me. But still, just knowing that I can say "next week" for something makes me more excited than ever before. I cannot wait to be able to talk to him at LEAST once or twice a week, if not more. Hell, I'm just excited he'll have facebook. Hahaha