As If It Couldn't Get Any Worst

Dont worry i know it doesnt seem like it but time will pass and youll be with him again..and yea the first days are just the worst and all you wanna do is cry...sometimes you just feel like a zombie walking around..youll miss everything about him..and everything will remind you of him..and youll notice how much you really love him and need him in your life..but write to him alot..send him alot of letters...it will help you and it will help him and when he calls it will just make your week..even if its a two minute call...im in the same situation..38 more days till graduation..it feels like forever..=|..but im trying to be positive and im praying for time to pass by a little faster..but just stay strong and remember you have to be strong for him..hes missing you just as much as youre missing him

Thank you all =)

Awwe hi there :) we all know how you feel ! My boyfriend is also on Lackland afb and he left last month ! You sound just like me when you said everything was alright then out of the blue you start crying ! Yeah, I was the same way ! But all you have to do is stay busy and these 2 months will fly by ! I thought the 2 months would drag by but his graduation is next week!!! It flew by and it will fly by for you too i promise :) just stay strong !

I dont its hard and it will but after these first few weeks (yes few weeks) it will get better.

Hearing what you all have to say is like music to my ears, very good. =) Mahalo Nui Loa!! (which means thank you very much in hawaiian) =)

Just know that IT WILL GET BETTER. BMT had a huge positive impact on my relationship, it teaches you to appreciate every second you get to talk to him, every hug, every kiss, every thing. STAY STRONG BECAUSE ITS ALL WORTH IT! Plus once he gets to tech school you'll be in heaven :)

I had dreams EVERY night about Nick being home when he was in bmt. Even when I was in the hotel room Wednesday night of his graduation weekend. When Nick first left I was DEVASTATED. Nick is my best friend and I had NO idea how I was going to go two whole months without my best friend. But it gets better! The first two weeks will be hard for you, I wont lie. But around week 3 or so you should hear something from him. And once you do time will fly and you'll feel so much better :) In the meantime, thats why we're here! The ladies on this site are the nicest, most kind hearted people you will ever meet. They'll help you through all of the hard times and be happy with you in all of the good times :) Keep yourself busy! Dont mope around the house all day. Instead, get out and have fun or try something new! That also gives you something to write about every night in your letters to him :) You just need to keep your head up and stay strong! And tech school is SO much easier! I love it! Its gets a lot better!

Hey girl, I totally understand how you're feeling. The week DJ left I had a dream that he broke his ankle and got to come back home. It's like you try to focus on other things but your mind just keeps bringing him back to the front of everything? But as hopeless and miserable as it seems now, it does get better. Once he finally gets to call you, you'll keep replaying the conversation in your head for a good couple of days:) Are you very close with his family? His stepmom sends me a message every couple of days and I talk to his mom on the phone every weekend and that helps a lot cuz it's the closest to him I can get right now. The main thing is to try to stay focused on the good stuff. Like how much this makes you appreciate him, the opportunites the AF will give the both of you, and of course the next time you get to see him! And on the days when it seems like you can't get out of bed and just want to give up, we're all here to remind you that it's all worth it in the end:) Hang in there girl! You can do it!

Hey girl, I totally understand how you're feeling. The week DJ left I had a dream that he broke his ankle and got to come back home. It's like you try to focus on other things but your mind just keeps bringing him back to the front of everything? But as hopeless and miserable as it seems now, it does get better. Once he finally gets to call you, you'll keep replaying the conversation in your head for a good couple of days:) Are you very close with his family? His stepmom sends me a message every couple of days and I talk to his mom on the phone every weekend and that helps a lot cuz it's the closest to him I can get right now. The main thing is to try to stay focused on the good stuff. Like how much this makes you appreciate him, the opportunites the AF will give the both of you, and of course the next time you get to see him! And on the days when it seems like you can't get out of bed and just want to give up, we're all here to remind you that it's all worth it in the end:) Hang in there girl! You can do it!

I know exactlyy how your feeling. It seems like you wont be able to do anything without him. && The dreams are soo normal. I still have them, and often wake up feeling even worse because I just want him home with me. && yes everything is going to remind you of him. All of this is normal. Its totally ok to bum around...these first couple of weeks are going to be horrible, but you just have to think positive. Just think that he is doing this to give you a better life!! Time is going to fly by. If you believe in prayer...just PRAY..thats what I do && write alot! Its ok to have a milion and one letters ready before you get his address. He will appreciate them very much. && Just keep talking to us..we will try to make it alllll better (hugs)