I wrote my first story last night about him leaving yesterday. He officially got to Lacklands base today. As if it couldn't get any worst, I had dreams about him last night and it felt so real. The first was that he could have a cell phone and we were able to talk. The second dream was that he graduated and came back already. It sucked so much having to wake up and realize it wasn't true. And is it just me or does everything remind me of him? And sometimes everything will seem ok and not to worry but out of the blue, I start crying or tearing up. I miss him so much and it's only been a day. How am I supposed to make it thru 2 months!?! I know i have to stay positive and busy but it just seems so hard.