One Week =(

My boyfriend leaves for BMT in less than one week =( I am currently in FL doing an internship so I will be flying home on Thursday to spend some time with him before he leaves. Then on monday he leaves and I will fly back to FL.

I'm so scared. We've never really spent time apart, except for the past month after I started my internship. I know it is going to be really hard on me to not have him to talk to, but at least I can focus on my internship, maybe it will take my mind off of it?. I plan on writting him a letter everyday, but I know it will still be hard.

I'm just really scared of anything new. I used to throw up every year on the first day of school, because I was so nervous. I really want him to do well and I want him to be happy. And I want us to still be together, He has a very long tech school and I still have 2 more years of school left. It will be such a long time before we can be together. He keeps telling me everything will be okay, and how much he loves me, but I am still scared.

wishescount wishescount
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 16, 2010

i def know how you are feeling. first my boyfriend leaves for basic in two weeks. =[ and i live 2 and 1/2 hours away from him normally.. which means i only see him on the weekends.. because i am in nursing school.. so that means i dont get to spend as much time with him before he leaves as i want to.. but i am just trying to keep my chin up at the time and keep smiling.. but its getting harder and harder.. just wanted to introduce myself cause we wll be going through this at the same time.. so hopefully we will be able to support each other.. if you need anything or just someone to talk to let me know.. =]