Just A Update

hey guys! just here to give you a little update..

I've been attempting to keep myself busy for the last couple of days by completely re-doing my blog and making it prettier (im such a girl sometime!) and setting up my youtube so can I start doing my video blog. While this has been taking up all my time lately, I still think about my hunni! I still havent gotten my letter (bah humbug!) but i understand where he is and what he's doing. Its like everything is on my shoulders at once...my close cousin passed this week and his funeral is today. I dont know why but why is it that whenever someone dies, it makes you think about you're life and the position you're in that much more? Its becoming very apparent to me that life doesn't last always and you never know when your day will come. I mean i was just laughing and talking to donte on facebook and he had txt me right before the accident happened. I feel so bad that i didnt get a chance to txt him back. But i said that to say this, ladies never take for granted the time that you have with loved ones. I never woulda thought the last time i saw donte that i would never see him again. Take in every moment and every second you spend with loved ones, ecspecially our soliders. Everyday our soliders are put in a postion that i dont know many of us would put ourselves in, every letter, every 5 minute phone call and skype session is worth it.

Sorry for the depressing entry ladies (lol) i just started typing and a lot of things popped in my mind...

HAVE A BLESSED DAY!