How Do You Deal With It?

Hey girls, so... I don't know what to do. Like, I don't know what to think anymore. My boyfriend is training to go to afghan in january and i'm just so so scared. He just got of skype with me because his friend called him to go out. And he explained to me that he needs to hang with this guy because he won't be going to afghanistan with him, they are in different platoons now. And that they won't be able to cover each other's backs and he doesn't know if his friend will be there after he gets back from his year. But... that exactly what i'm scared of, but that my baby won't be coming back. He gets to see his friends most days... i might get to skype with him a couple days a week, and i haven't seen him for almost 2 months, and probably won't until september. why would he get off with me to hang out with them instead? i don't understand... how do yall deal with the idea of knowing that your man is going to be or is in danger? because i don't know if i'm going to be able to handle it...
bkbarnes bkbarnes
18-21, F
Jul 24, 2010