Worried Sick

hey girls omg Ive been so worried cause i haven't heard anything from my bf. i know that he cant email me as much as id like for him to because he is in a war zone. but I'm going crazy. and then i haven't been able to talk to his cousin that would let me know when he would email his parents. I'm worried sick and i don't know what to do. i love him so much and not hearing from him just makes my thoughts run wild. i have been crying myself to sleep for the past week. and although i have my hands full with school and my daughter i cant help but think of him daily. i feel so helpless. i knew this is part of the job description when i started talking to him and when i decided to become his girlfriend. i wish i could know how he was doing. i need to know he is OK so i can be OK.  i miss him like crazy. i love him so much i just want him to come home.
inluvwitasoldier0212 inluvwitasoldier0212
18-21, F
Jul 25, 2010