I sometimes find myself pushing him away by trying not to push him away. I can't figure out how to stop it! I say the dumbest things sometimes. You'd think after almost 5 years of knowing him, I'd figure it out by now...HELP
blueeyedgal blueeyedgal
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 6, 2010

thank you! i really thought i was crazy or something. it gets so depressing. it all started by me not attacking the computer every time he logged onto skype! i was just giving him some space and i actually used those words. well, he took it the wrong way. so now he is giving me "space" by not talking to me. its ridiculous...

i feel the same way. i feel like there is no one in the world i would rather be with- i just couldn't imagine it. and then other times especially on my down days, i think how long can i really wait around lonely. but then i shake that thought outta my mind because he is the best thing that has happened to me