So Sad :(
hey girlies..im so sad i havent heard from my hunnie in a month..i hate this ive gotten 2 emails in the past 3 months...it drives me crazy..i dont know how he is, i worry so much about him and i cant do anythig about it. i mean i know he cant write as much as id want him to but 2 emails only..thats crazy im in tears so many nights thinking about him..i miss him so much. i wish he would just come home already..i need 15 months to go and although im willing to wait for him no matter what i cant help but worry. am i wrong for feeling sad and mad at the same time? i just really hate this feeling..i watch the news and i start to cry. ive turned into a ball of tears...and to top it off non of my friends can relate to how i feel or what im going through. everyone tells me to just end the relationship but its like why i love him and i want to be with him..he makes me happy and ive waited a long time to be happy. he also deserves to be happy after all he is gone through. this is the life i chose to live i just didnt think it would be soo hard..