He Hasn't Even Left Yet And It's Scary..
He's going to find out when he is going to leave for basic within the next few days,
It's scary thought. I knew this was going to have to come, we've talked about it a million times,
and it's not getting easier...I am trying to be strong for him.
I want him to know that I'm strong enough to wait for him.
Even though I get emotional about it, I know I'm able to be strong enough to go through this.
I believe that we can make it through. I'm just scared.
There are so many options, and I hate not being able to tell the future.
I want to know that he'll make it, and that we can have a life together.
Even if it's not a 'normal' relationship, I want him in my life.
The nights are getting longer, because I know the day will have to come when I say goodbye
and my daily life will change majorly..