Not Getting My Hopes Up..
ive just now learned i need to stop getting my hopes up with this army thing. every time he tells me hes putting in for leave i get all excited to see him, and then of course, he never can come home. tomorrow is our two months...and ive seen him 8 days out of about 60. i feel that cant be much of a relationship ya know? and no one understands they just tell me im being negative, but it just so hard cause hes leaving to deploy for a year in may, and the whole month of march hes going to louisiana for training for his deployment. which is good i want him to be trained the best he can, but its just so difficult. i dont know, i just needed to write i guess, sometimes helps to get it all out. im just worried because weve seen each other very little, we dont love each other, and when he leaves its like we dont have a very strong foundation to go off of. im doing my best to be positive about it though. anyways, just needed to get this off my mind i guess.