I Hate Drill Weekends ( kinda long Vent)I had a nice day with my soldier yesterday....I just hate how he has drill this weekend. I feel alittle light headed and nauseated...adn im here by myself....and the people above us are making my head hurt. Im just so glad that Next weekend we are moving away from here...and we can spend it together( even if we are moving a good majority of it.
I just feel like im alone more then i am with him during weeks like these and i live with him. He works the night shift all week except friday..and most weekends we are together ( unless he has drill....or is trianing)...but on busy weeks like this i just feel lonely & blah.
Next month he has AT for 2 weeks so I will only be with him 2 weekends and then he is gone til the end of may or the 1st part of april.
I know he has alot of training to do before Jan gets here due to the deployment....he will be gone in May, august and Nov and still has drill every month..... Sometimes i just feel forgotten cause the military comes 1st every time.
I just want time with him and to come 1st once..and not have tot hink about the military taking him away for something....
I just wish time could slow down and just give us some time with out the Army interferring sometimes....im just having a very lonely sat...and sun will be on repeat.
I cant wait til we are marrid this July.....and to finally be recognized by the Army....and not just the one pulling the strings with no voice.
I had this dream that we were getting married and no body was there but us and the pastor..then i had another dream that the diamons fell ouit of my engagement ring and we couldnt find the jewler to fix it while we were at church.
I hope somebody understands how i feel i just have alot on my mind.
Hooahkindoflove 22-25, F 6 Responses 0 Apr 16, 2011