Having A Rough DayMy boy has been gone for 2 1/2 weeks to Basic. We have been together for almost 2 1/2 years and I have never been restricted on talking to him. It's been a week since I have gotten anything from him. Not even a letter. It's making me really depressed.
I got up and put on his sweatshirt even though it was like 85 degrees. I wanted to be close to him. I was walking around our apartment, when I saw something that would make him laugh. I wanted to tell him so bad. Then I had a Baby Shower to go to. They are mutual friends of ours and I wanted him there. Signing both our names on the bottom of the card just felt so weird.
Then, on the way home, my car started to make funny noises. I called my step-dad who is a mechanic and tried to get his help. Him and my mom want to come over tomorrow and check it out. I planned on going to the beach tomorrow and actually having a good time.
I just wish I could hear his voice. Or see his handwriting. Just to know he still exists.... :/
LoveConquersAll 18-21, F 2 Responses 0 Jun 4, 2011