Fourth Of JulyOkay so this Fourth of July has been super hard to deal with. From all these military tributes and prayers ontop of already missing Brandon like crazy is really taking a toll on me.
I have spent a lot of time with his parents as usual, and they help but at the same time my body and heart physically aches to be near him. He is my everything and being over 7,000 miles away from him is killing me. I just want to break down and cry everytime that I think about him or the way he smells or the sound of his voice. I am super excited for him to come home though we are going to have professional pictures done of us with him wearing his camo. Plus he will propose on his 2 weeks home or so he has me thinking lol...which his mom took me to look at rings the other day so I really think he will propose now.
But I do ache to be in his arms. he is everything to me and I dont ever want that to change. I wont let it change. He is my soldier, my hero, my boyfriend, my life!
I love him!!
I am a proud Army Girlfriend
kaylakegley08 22-25, F 4 Responses 0 Jul 3, 2011