It's Complicated...

So I have just joined EP and have decided to share my story with whoever wants to know :]

I guess I am not technically an Army Girlfriend, but I might as well be. Hence the, it's comlicated....
My soldier and I have dated before, in high school, but we went our separate ways when I went out of state to college. Well, now, 3 years later, we are both finally single. When I was visiting home last week he happened to be home on leave (he just returned from his first deployment in Iraq) and we saw each other. The moment I saw him again everything we had way back when came rushing back. I welcomed the feelings, memories, and ease of being with him. We only had a week together but we spent almost every day together and I loved every minute of it.

We haven't talked much about the future and honestly, I don't know if we have one at the moment. Our lives have been taking us in different directions for 3 years and it was just by chance that we were at home at the same time. I know that my feelings for him have not changed in the past years; I am still as in love with him now as I was when I left him 3 years ago and would love nothing more than to be with him now. He was and always will be my first love, my best friend, and such a huge part of my life that I will never be able to forget him.

I want you all to know that you are such an inspiration to me! I hope to be an Army girlfriend soon and I hope that I can come to you with my troubles! :P

God bless you all :]
AXiLove AXiLove
22-25, F
4 Responses Aug 1, 2011

tell him your feelings. you could write him a letter and tell him it will be his first of many more to come. you just have to write write and write. but honestly, you learn that hearing his voice, reading his letters, and seeing him are more precious. you can do anything you set your heart on. if you really love him, you can pull through just like the rest of us. us army ladies stick together for sure. if one is sad, cheer them up because when you are sad, they will cheer you up. i have been talking to chaylani and she has helped me a lot. we talk from marriage to graduation. we know we are here for each other no matter what. so join the fun! its amazing to read other army girlfriends, fiancees, and wives stories because it all reminds me of the one i love! always here if you need someone to talk to! go get him girl!

you HOPE that you come to us with your troubles?<br />
girrl BRING THEM ON! i'm definitely here with the email notifications whenever i'm needed! let me know! & don't worry i will let you know. haha:)

so cute! good luck, <br />
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make sure you tell him you still have feelings for him! :)

Good luck :) What I've learned is: What's meant to be, will be. <br />
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I wish you the best.