1400, The Wait

1400...
sign into skype,
check my email,
hit refresh
hit it again
until that message is there...
He will get on.
1415...
Still nothing
hit refresh again,
check my skype,
hit refresh,
1420...
Hit refresh,
There it is!!
The message!!
This cycle will happen almost everyday,

I am lucky enough that my soldier's job allows him to get on at about the same time for the next month but those 20 minutes waiting for him is hard! Because after this month who knows when I'll be able to hear his voice or to see his face!! I miss him more than anything in this world and sometimes I think the skyping makes me miss him more but I wouldn't give up a chance to see him for anything!