I Don't Know What To Do..
My boyfriend and I got together December 29, 2011 and he left for BCT on Janurary 3rd. When he left we both made a promise that we would stay with each other through everything and I thought we were doing a good job at it. I love him and he loves me. Yeah, we hadn't been together long but there was just something about him that made me fall. Well he graduated April 20th and things began to change. He became more distant and Saturday he got a leave to come home until this upcoming Monday. I wasn't able to see him until Wednesday because he kept telling me he couldn't, because he was with his family. His friends were shocked because he was actually hanging out with them as well. That hurt me that he lied. Well last night we started talking and I knew the conversation would happen. He's deploying July 12th for 9 months, and he dosen't want to be together when he deploys. He broke up with me last night, but said it wasn't a break up and when he came back after deployment that we would be together. He's scared he would get the "Dear John" letter, even though that would never happen. I have never cheated on anyone and never would I. I just wish there was a way I could show him to stay with me because I don't wanna be with anyone but him and I do realize deployment will be hard..