Need Advice Please...

Hello,
My name is Crystal I am 24 years old and my boyfriend soon to be fiance is on his first deployment he will be gone for another 260 days, I am just trying to figure out how to handle this, I have been doing ok.. but recently i have been having a very difficutlt time. I know staying busy helps, but I have been not wanting to do anything at all.... ughhh.. But sleep all day. I was wondering what did you ladies do? did the time go by fast? I think skype has helped so much with making me feel better, but I am experiencing not wanting to leave the house cuz I dont wanna miss a skype call. I sleep with my phone next to me and leave my computer on all night. I am completly lost without him and miss him soooo very much that it hurts. I cannot imagine life without him and I pray he comes back home safe, and I am soooo worried. Trying to stay strong and positive sometimes is very difficult, but I know I have to for him and for us. I am a United States Army Girlfriend and I am proud of my Soldier he is my hero.. Staying as strong as possible and faithful, Waiting for the love of my life to return home. Thank you for reading this.
takenbyasoldier08 takenbyasoldier08
22-25, F
2 Responses May 15, 2012

Thank you so much, I appreciate it!!

I'm so sorry Crystal, i know how hard it is to say goodbye, it hurts with everything you have. All i can say is take it one day at a time, prayer is the key. you and your soldier will be in my prayers