Wierd Start Up, Hard Middle, Hopefully Perfect Ending.

I have known my Soldier since we were both 11. We hit if off since the start. Best friends for life right? Not really, he scared the hell out of me ha ha, he completely fell in love with me and I just wasn't up for that, and because of that we stopped talking for about 7 years and for 5 of those years I moved from the States to Costa Rica. We reconnected over Facebook and after a year of that I finally got my computer and Skype happened. It only took seeing him once on my computer screen to know that I was completely in love with him to. He was already enlisted when he asked me to be his Girlfriend. I knew this was going to be hard but you can only prepare yourself so much but he is so worth it. After 2 months of having a Skype relationship I was finally able to get my ticket to go see him before he went to boot camp. 10 days is all I got with him, but those 10 days were the happiest I have ever been. That trip only confirmed how much I am in love with him and I will do whatever it takes to be with him. The memories will help me through these 7 months until I get to see him again, they will help me get out of bed everyday, dry up my tears and keep away the depression that is lingering. I know I have to stay strong to keep him strong but its hard because he is the only one I can talk to about all this but I cant. So I turn to you ladies for support and I will give all of my support to you as well because I believe that we are connect in a way that the outside world just wont get.
LittleMissTica LittleMissTica
18-21, F
May 24, 2012