Don't Know What To DoChris has only been gone for two months now, but somehow I feel like things have changed. When we talk on the phone or over facebook he seems like he doesn't really want to talk and to add to it when ever he is around the guys he always says "I love you" really quick, and it feels like he is kind of forcing himself to say it to me. I don't really understand why he is like that because when we talk to one another and he isn't around the guys he is very sweet and compassionate and he is the person that I know he is. It hurts when he is very quick with saying "I love you" and I don't think he realizes it hurts when he does that. I try to laugh it off like its no big deal, but when I hear those words I don't want them to be quick I want them to be said with feeling and that I know he misses me. I don't want to bring it up with him while he is gone, but I am not sure I can go another month without saying something. Has anyone gone through this before? Am I over thinking things since he is gone?
It just seems like two different people talk to me and I just want it to be the one that I know, not the one that seems like a jerk, but the sweet and caring one that he is only like when he is talking to me alone away from the guys.