I Am a United States Army Girlfriend
Ugh Let me say we started dating January 8th 2013, I caught feelings for him so quick and fast and I will tell you its like I love this man, he left today for South Carolina and God I cant stop crying, He wanted to give me his Football Jersey from high school but I couldnt take it because I know I will cry everytime I smell it, He isnt gone for a day yet and I miss him like crazy please tell me what to do because I cant take this anymore, I miss him so much and although I am proud of him I cant do this man, being an Army girlfriend is hard man, he told me he will be back in April and I am beginning to count down please help me because this is hard give me advice on what to do. I cant even focus in school because i am wondering what is he doing, hope he is okay. Altough he tells me he will never leave me but I am scared that if he comes back he will just leave, and idk, he told me that if I can wait for him then He knows I am the one but I am scared people .Another problem is that i dont know how to communicate with him, people keep saying letters but where will I write it too, I dont really know anything about where he is or what he is doing, Although I said I can write him text messages everyday then when he gets his phone he will see it, although I heard that he will get like 2 mins but i bet that 2 minutes he will use it to call his family or whatever. I didnt meet his family before he left, so i dont really know then and My mother doesnt approveknow him because she is very dramatic and I just dont want her spoiling anything me and him have so I dont know who to turn too when i have to cry or talk to.. smh please help